And so, summer break comes to a close...

it's been a while. school starts in less than a week. goodness. I spent the last 2 years of my life revolted by the mere thought of school. But some thought from the back of my mind is telling me I can make this year better. I guess I'm just afraid....afraid that this year is going to be yet another failure. But wouldn't it be nice if life was summer break all the time? It's a nice thought, but I sound very childish. Maybe I'm just incredibly lazy (it's probably true). I don't want homework. I don't want to get 6 hours of sleep per night and have to take long naps in the afternoon and end up staying up late to finish all my homework. Why does summer always feel so short to me?